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I used to be on fire for God, but now I am in such a big mess. One of my biggest addictions is porn. I recently prayed to God that I will not look at porn because it is ruining my life and is having an effect on my views on women. It has been about 5 days now and I am literally fighting so hard ways to quit porn. I really want to quit, but it is not simple as it sounds.
Like right now, I have the temptations of looking at some nudes to masturbate to, sigh.....
I'm trying to make an excuse for what is considered pornographic and what is "ok." So I'm trying to convince myself that masturbating and looking at nudes is ok. I know what is right and wrong. And the feeling of orgasm feels good, but right after that, I feel so convicted and full of shame. I just want to be free and serve God and leave this porno behind.
Like right now, I have the temptations of looking at some nudes to masturbate to, sigh.....
I'm trying to make an excuse for what is considered pornographic and what is "ok." So I'm trying to convince myself that masturbating and looking at nudes is ok. I know what is right and wrong. And the feeling of orgasm feels good, but right after that, I feel so convicted and full of shame. I just want to be free and serve God and leave this porno behind.